SingToHer

so the past three months of my life have been amazing.
I've gotten to see Blink 182, Taking Back Sunday, Slipknot, Deftones and Atreyu.


and now my love for Juanes has returned.
I gotta say-
he's really amazing.


Fotografia is what I'm listening to at the moment.
but my favourite is Un Dia Normal.
I love it.


his music makes me feel way too good.
but isn't that what music is meant to do?


well yeah,
that's my update :]




oh, did I mention that he said hi to me today?

a month and three days ago, I went to see Blink 182 at the Rosegarden.
told my mom prior to the show that that would be my last show of the year.
and I was actually being honest about it.. at the time.


but as it turns out?
that was a complete fucking lie.


tomorrow I'll be seeing Slipknot.
which I'm super fucking stoked for.
I never thought I'd be seeing them.
but then again,
I never thought I'd see Blink 182.


well, yeah, I'm really in a good mood today.
and I gotta go check out of the hotel.




so,


peace :]

so.
I found out a couple weeks ago about Blink's show here in Portland.

and yeah,
my lucky ass gets to go!

I'm rather surprised that my mom is actually allowing me.

usually she'll have some sort of snorty remark about me going to yet another show.

but in fact, she's actually helping me pay for the 96 dollar ticket.


yeah, I was hella shocked by that.

by the way, here's a photo of Blink:

:D




yeah, I'm gonna go to sleep now.


g'night Livejournal :]

I haven't been on Livejournal in such a long time.


so far, a lot of shit's happened.
good&bad


here's the good news:
I don't know if I ever mentioned,
but I went to see Taking Back Sunday on the 31st of May.


and I guess now they're coming back..
but with Blink 182.
which I'm more than just stoked for.


apparently it costs 96$ for just ONE floor ticket
but my mom is going to help me pay for the ticket.
df jasdfjsadf
that's exactly how I feel.


Dania's coming back home today :]


I finished summer school :D


oh,
and I'm going to Edinburgh next year :]




on to the bad news:


apparently Canon discontinued the Canon 40D
my cousin's rabbit passed away the other day
haven't talked to Dean in a while.


missing out on the Arsonists show due to the fact that I have to save up for Blink


which means I can't hang out with Kelsey :[




yeah, that's pretty much been my life for the last two months.

remember how I said I was over her?
I'm not.


well, I'm not sure.

so, I've taken a fancy for photography for a long time now.
and my friend Joey let me mess around with his Fuji.


it's nothing special, but I did get a few good shots out of it.


I know the photos aren't the greatest in the world.


but here they are [just a few]:
[click on the photos to see all my photos on my Flickr]






yeah, they're not perfect.
but they make me content.


plus, I'm aiming to save up for the 40D [Canon].

sexy, isn't it?
:D

I fucking missed Lydia, how fucking great.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!

I'm back.. from the most amazing night of my damn life.
I don't think anything else could compare, none the less have something else top it.


It was simply the most incredible night ever.

have I mentioned that I'm seeing Taking Back Sunday this Sunday?
because I am oh so fucking excited :D

there's bugs all over the fucking place here.


on the good side:
Kelsey is fucking amazing <3


&I can't fucking stop listening to Bleeding Through.

is coming to Portland btw.

My mom makes the best fucking agua de horchata in the whole fucking world.
No questiong it.


By the way,
Taking Back Sunday is next Sunday.
If anyone even SLIGHTLY new how excited I am for this.
I can't even honestly fucking believe it.
I can continuously look at the ticket for hours, and still not believe it.
It's so surreal.
I've waited 4 years for this moment.
And I know they've been here in the past,
but I was either too short of this or that, mainly money.
And now, all I had was the 26 dollars.
Begged my madre to let me borrow 7 dollars, so she did.
And Celia let me borrow a quarter.
And then, I had the 33.25 for the show.
Too bad that was all the money I had.
But now I have 62 dollars.
And I'm really hoping I can go see Lydia next month and I am Ghost.

I know I'm the one that's constantly telling people that they shouldn't be so fucking pessimistic.
But this time, I'm the one being oh so pessimistic.
And I continue to state the worst, and yet I don't even try.
Wait, I do try.

It just always goes unnoticed.

It's so fucking cold outside right now, and for some STUPID reason beyond me, I am wearing bright green shorts.
Clever, huh?
shit, I should think before I act sometimes.

I just have to say.
that the past few weeks have been so fucking amazing.
three weeks ago, I was told that I should join some leadership program, 'parently the meeting for that is going to be in Scotland
two weeks ago, I pulled my grade up from an f to a b+ in my history class
one week ago, it was my birthday and I got cake and got to hang with Dania :D
yesterday, I found out my visit to Edinburgh, Scotland is guaranteed and all paid for!
[fuck yeah]
and today, I found out just how much i really love Kelsey.
too bad she's not mine..
damn.
anyways, only badside to this wonderful story?
Blink 182 isn't coming to Portland!
Fuck!
they're not even stepping foot IN Oregon!
shiiiiiiiit.
well, maybe next tour.

Man, I'm way too optimistic, so says Dereq.

They're coming to Portland.. finally.

So.
Now there's only one person who can say that they know me best.
&that's Celia.
Last night [er- this morning] the one thing that no one else knew.
At least I got that off my chest now.
It's been almost 9 years since I started carrying that burden.
&now it's not so heavy.

getting my life together.
one person at a time.


but I'm happy at least.
saying hi to old faces is always good.
I never really forget them,
just miss the hell out of them.


I'll be the little lady.
happy knowing he hasn't forgotten me.
nice to know that his fond memory of me is,
well.
throwing a pickle at him :]
Ha!
he makes me laugh too much.


yeah.
that's life for me at the moment.


just..
really happy.

I am about to go to the Blue Moon Camera store to see if they have a body for the lense that my dad found.
Apparently the body that I have for it at the moment is pretty fucked and is pretty much worthless.
So I'm gonna go check that out.
Then-
Der and I are gonna go to Hawthorne.
We haven't been there in such a long time.
So we're going to be there in a while aswell.




On a music note:
Blink 182 is getting back together [for those who haven't already heard].
They're on tour with Faith No More.
Venues in the U.K are pretty much booked&sold now.




I am so fucking excited about this, I'm not sure that there's anyone else who can understand my happiness about this.




Alrighty,
I'm off.




Nice to know that everyone is doing good, [aside from the UBR stuff].
But other than that, hope you all have a good weekend :]




ps.




Valentines day is a waste.
[except when you get free candy.yay!]

first off, just a heads up to avoid any further confusion.
Jorge= guy from zumies.
George= guy from Warmington, UK


kay.
now, where to start...


I miss Jorge like fucking crazy.
So much.
I don't think I've ever missed someone as I miss him.
Hell, I didn't even expect to miss him this much.


I really wish he hadn't left.
He was sorta like the person I'd go to to rant/bitch/laugh/smile with.
And though his age is just a tad bit high,
[he's only 27]
he was my perfect stranger.
I really wish I could just hug him.
Every time something shitty came in my way, he'd be my sight ahead of the trouble.
He'd be the one to make me feel better and happier.
He was my slight sanity.
and yes, I know it sounds completely and utterly insane for me to like someone his age.
And when he told me that he wanted to join the Navy,
as much as I hate to regret things,
I regret not telling him that I don't want him to join.


Thankfully though, he's still here, just not as close as I'd like.


But as my luck has it, he fuck'n moved to Minessota or how ever the fuck that state is spelled, I could care less.


And when Isaac had first told me, I didn't really feel anything.
Just, "Oh, I didn't know."
And it wasn't till I got home and I was in my bed that the news had finally settled in.


And it's a terrible feeling.
I hate the way it feels inside.
I never thought that I might never see him again.


So now Celia and I's plan for next summer has gone down the drain.


I really don't mean to sound like a fucking sapp.
But if you knew me, you'd know why I'm so close to tears again.
I mean seriously?

Jorge, I fucking miss you.

And I really hope to see you.
Just one more time.
Oh God what I'd do just to talk to you one more time.
Just one more time.
That's all I ask for.
And if it came to be between everything else I've ever wanted and you;
It'd be you quicker than a heart beat.
I just wanna hear your voice one more time,
see your eyes on me one more time.
Just for you to make me laugh and smile like the old times.

Just one more time God, please.
This is all I'm asking of you.
Fuck everything else that I've asked for..
Please.
Just him, One more time.

It's been so long since I last posted anything.
I've realized that a lot has happened since I last clicked "post" on here.
And I also need to let you guys know, that I love Dania.
She makes me smile more than you'd guess to know.


And everytime I think about it.
I don't see how we went so long without even seeing eachother.


Now, I'm just happy that she's here.


And yes, I do realize that this is my second time talking about her.
But quite frankly, I could care less.


It's hard to find the right words to tell you how much I love that girl.


Wow.
I just realized this sounds like a crush.
Okay, so maybe I do.
Maybe I don't.
God, fuck it.


I just know that I love her.
And..
that's that.

Okay.
Right now I'm just feeling really really good.
It's been a very good day so far.
That and I have Der's party to look forward to.
But-
Yesterday, was greater.
I saw Sherman [who btw. told me to tell you Der that he says happy birthday!].
We hugged, I was happy.
He's such an awesome teacher, I don't see why they replaced him w/ Ms. Jaque.
I mean, she's easy on the eyes, but not so easy on the ears.
Okay.
I zoned out.
Sorry about that.


Anywho.


New subject.
I just looked back on a couple things.
And honestly?
I don't feel all crappy and sad like I used to.
I mean sure.
He used to make me feel all giddy and happy.
But now,
I flat out don't care.
I raelly don't.
I moved on.
Actually,
I've moved on from a lot.
I am over Kerry.
Over Ryan.
Over many other things.
And now,
there's this girl.
[btw. if you were in my shoes right now, you'd see why I feel just a wee bit hypocritical.]
Man she is just amazing.
Like, you just can't help but to smile when you're around her.
The beauty of this all?
She's good friends w/ my brother.
So he gives me good enough reason to be around her when he's there.
Keeps it less awkward.
HA!
Man I sound like a bitch there.
Of course you'd see it as me using him,
but no.
Trust me,
He used me [in a way] to get to Dania.
So,
this is just pay back =]


Okay.


Newer subject.
I'm going to SCOTLAND!
Oh heck yes!
I'm gonna attend Glasgow Metropolitan College.
So that should be fun.
Really fun.
And then Der and Lee'll come with me.
And all three of us will finally get to see the Blackout!

Chocolate water is BOMB!
I think Lee would agree.

He loves enchilladas.
Not only that-
But he knows how to make them!

I can only wish for it,
before it turns into a joke.


such pity

well.
I'm off to Yakima now.
Peace!


btw.


Violence to Vegas kicks major ass!

mann.
I can't quite stop blogging.
But yeah.


Ain't nothin' better than talking to Kelsey about tats and BMTH.


And-
I just got greeted by Dean.
Which is beyond me.
Because usually I'm the one to say hi first.


But I won't complain.

This right here entertains me more than it fuck'n should.
HA!



heehee.

hahah.
As of right now,
I am talking to the one and only:
James Hart!
Oh boo f*cking yeah!

I realized that I haven't posted anything in a really long time.
Anyhoot.
Importand dates to be announced soon.

Because no matter how much I adore her;
It'll never happen.

Mmmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
Let me talk to 'em
(Let it rain)
Mmmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
C'mon!




Shawty had them apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey!)
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low




Hey, I ain't never seen nothing that'll make me go
This crazy all night spending my doe
Had the million dollar vibe and a body to go
Them birthday cakes they stole the show
So sexual
She was flexible,
Professional,
Drinking X&O
Hold up wait a minute, do I see what I think i whoa
Did i think i seen shawty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain, I'm making it snow
Work the pole I gotta bank role
Ima say that I prefer her no clothes
I'm in to that I love women exposed
She threw it back at me I gave her mo'
Cash ain't a problem I know where it go (she had them)




Apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey!)
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low




Hey, shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans filled with gwap and they're ready for showing
Cadillacs laid back for the sexy grown
Patron on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on), two stacks (come on), three stacks (come on)
Now that's three grand
What you think I'm playing baby girl I'm the man
I'll bend the rubber bands
That's when I threw her legs on my shoulders
I knew it was over
That heny and Cola got me like a soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky ,oh me, I was just like clover
Shawty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her
Like a pornography poster
She showed her




Apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey!)
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low




Whoa, shawty yeah she was worth the money
Little mama took my cash
And I ain't want it back
The way she bent that back
Got all them paper stacks
Ta Ta Tattoo above her crack
I had to handle that
I was on it sexy woman
Let me show it make me want it
Two in the morning, I'm zonin
n Them rosa bottles foaming
She wouldn't stop
Made it drop
Shawty did that pop and lock
Had to break her off that gwap
Gal was fine just like my glock




Apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey!)
She hit the floor (she hit the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

[Don't ask]

I really couldn't help it.

Oh fuck yeah!